In Recovery & Cannot Take any addicting type meds…Must Flush Ambien Script!

Happily in recovery from Prescription & street drugs as well as alcohol. Doctor inadvertently faxed every script I have ever been on to my pharmacy last month. This Ambien was over looked and I picked it up toady while getting some Claritin D, blood pressure Meds etc. I Prayed to God to give me the strength to flush and not take. God hooked me up. In the past, I have overdosed on these several times, taking 15 or more at a single time. It was hard to flush them, not because I felt the need to take the entire bottle and leave the earth, but because they did give me a “good buzz” when only 2-3 are taken. Through out my lifetime of dug and alcohol abuse, I was on deaths doorstep way to many times to count. Today, I am eternally grateful God allowed me to stay on his earth so that I may live, love and enjoy all the wonderful family and friends that have stayed by my side and supported me then and now. After drug induced dying several times, I feel very strongly I have a purpose to fulfill in mine and others lives. This I can do. Whether it be simple as making people laugh, toss a simple smile and kind gesture at someone which I do diligently now. Maybe I can help others suffering from the deadly disease of addiction. I for one know how extremely difficult it is to get started. When they say you have to believe in a power greater that yourself…Not God, right off the bat, just a higher power. They are many higher powers and we all need 1 , to do for us that, what we cant do …